Sunday, December 12, 2010

I  <3  WIKILEAKS


As the wikileaks news broke all across the world re-defining media and journalism, I went googling, what is wikileaks? (google Wikileaks -Can't give you url to wikileaks since 'they' keep shutting them down, but no worries, there are mirror sites, you can add one too , look into mirrors page in the site) what is all  this hullabaloo about?. I went through one story to another, digesting the video interview at by Assange at TED and the documentary by the wiki rebels on Wikileaks and Julian Assange, the making of wikileaks, the growth of wikileaks, the articles they leaked, the offensive by various governments and organizations and the majority of sympathy and support coming through various quarters of the hackers world, the common man, the media houses and curiously some governments.

After all that, I have understood one thing, the world needs wikileaks and needs it badly. These are the times when corruption, under table dealings and debauchery are common, Truth, valour, virtue are things that superheroes are made of, in short stuff that you dream of; wikileaks comes as the beacon of light in these dark times, standing firm against the perpetrators and does not hesitate to  show them in their true light. I believe Julian, and the evidence so far shows it too ,  is an innocent victim of the double dealing governments who want to shutdown wikileaks and running this lowly smear campaign since they are unable to find any law broken, to book wikileaks and its founders.

I hope and hope from deep inside my heart, that wikileaks lives on, that Julian and his team keep continuing leaking the dark secrets our governments and other corporates that hoodwink us from and force them to fear that they cannot get away with their deceits and lies and restore back a little of hope that our world is not so hopeless after all. Hail wikileaks!

Ideals of Wikileaks - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDvfQ5gZ-Jw

Do your bit and sign this petition at Awaaz- http://www.avaaz.org/en/wikileaks_petition/95.php?CLICKTF

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Jack Johnson : The magic of subtleties of words and music

 
I first came of know of Jack Johnson through a documentary I was watching called the Hawaii: Message in the waves, that tells us about how the current generation is departing from the deep knowledge of our ancestors about conserving and harvesting nature and the plastic pollution from the mainland that is killing the Albatross that breeds on the Hawaiian islands. Jack Johnson born and brought up in the paradise that is Hawaii, grew up admiring nature and is in the forefront on conservation activities at Hawaii. In the documentary in question he is singing a song 'reduce, Reuse, Recycle' at schools. How many of the rock starts really have concerns about nature and conservation? Hats off to JJ.


Now coming to his music, I will not bias my views taking his environmentalist activities in mind. ... I love his music, Yep, not only is his voice really good, he writes deeply meaningful songs and his band makes some amazing music.  I am listening to 'Only the ocean' from the album 'to the sea' in a loop and going totally high. The way he has expressed the ocean, huge , mighty not always loving but always by you, pulling you in.


 I love his views, his magic of words and the accompanying sweet music. There are many favorites of mine from his albums, like 'At or with me', is just a jolly song, 'Better Together' a very romantic song, "banana pancakes' just the right for a lazy morning. I even made banana pancakes one day learning them from the internet on one lazy morning which brought rains, and bunked office. :) and listened to this song.. Bubble toes, a cute song, sitting waiting wishing a very touching song,  Enemy (Worst Friends Remix) , breakdown,  dreams be dreams,  actually I'll stop here or i might end up listing all his songs.

Johnson's band is composed of:
   * Jack Johnson – Vocals, guitar
   * Adam Topol – Drums, percussion
   * Merlo Podlewski – Bass
   * Zach Gill – Piano, percussion

The music is soothing, acoustic, soft rock.. to kind of folksy.. I simply love his songs on mother nature.. a friend of my pointed to the this number from Brushfire fairytales, inaudible melodies a line that says, "yellow-bellied given names" suggesting that may be he does birding too.. great many connections.. I am yet to check out all his songs, and very excited too!


A look at his website and wiki page will give you all the info on this great albeit humble man - http://jackjohnsonmusic.com/home

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jack_Johnson_%28musician%29

review of 'to the sea' - http://www.parcbench.com/2010/06/03/jack-johnson-%E2%80%93-%E2%80%9Cto-the-sea%E2%80%9D-music-review/ .. love this line "Did I mention that he is likely to enter this week’s Billboard charts at number one? You see, Jack Johnson is kind of a big deal. But he’s done it all in a quiet manner; he’s made a pop career for himself even without the help of American Idol."

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Into the wild

Two years he walks the earth. No phone, no pool, no pets, no  cigarettes. Ultimate freedom. An extremist. An aesthetic voyager  whose home is the road. Escaped from Atlanta. Thou shalt not  return, 'cause "the West is the best." And now after two rambling  years comes the final and greatest adventure. The climactic battle  to kill the false being within and victoriously conclude the  spiritual pilgrimage. Ten days and nights of freight trains and  hitchhiking bring him to the Great White North. No longer to be  poisoned by civilization he flees, and walks alone upon the land  to become lost in the wild. - Alexander Supertramp May 1992

Sometimes a movie leaves you spell bound, sometimes they arouse in  you a feeling that rings true with your soul, sometimes they  enthuse you to do something, and sometimes just make you happy.  Into the wild does them all. The visuals, direction and acting is  flawless. Narrative fantastic. Though the movie tends to oscillate  more and more between the present moment and past, you still are  gripped until the end. And for those who love wild and philosophy,  this is just the right blend for you. Eddie Vedder's songs flow in the movie at every occasion. My personal favourite is 'Long Nights' that suits Chris's temperament just fine.


Going beyond the movie, Into the wild is a real life story of  Christopher McCandless, a young boy fresh out of college who  decides to set himself free from the bonds of society, family and  responsibilities. What follows is an amazing journey of a mind  seeking freedom, to taste the wild as it ought to be. He hitch  hikes his way across US to reach his destination, Alaska, where he  has decided to survive with the least dependence on the outside  world. He meets, along the way, some really amazing people who  lead him through this new life. Trampling on the road with  literally no money and working small time  to earn little to buy  stuff he might need at Alaska, Chris experiences moments, a kind  of new awakening.

What Chris did, is what all of us dream to do someday, but  breaking away, to live a life away from the family and friends,  luxuries that money can buy, all the daily things familiar to you,  all the mundane responsibilities and commitments that tie you down  is nearly impossible. We all want to backpack, a run away into  wilderness amidst the sparkling stream water , chirping birds and  dewy grass, but nature is not just beautiful, it can be  unmerciful, which Chris found out at his life's stake.



Some of the quotes that I love are:
Happiness is real only when shared

The sea's only gifts are harsh blows, and occasionally the chance  to feel strong. Now I don't know much about the sea, but I do know  that that's the way it is here. And I also know how important it  is in life not necessarily to be strong but to feel strong. To  measure yourself at least once. To find yourself at least once in  the most ancient of human conditions. Facing the blind death stone  alone, with nothing to help you but your hands and your own head.
— Bear Meat by Primo Levi

The core of mans' spirit comes from new experiences.

There is a pleasure in the pathless woods;
There is a rapture on the lonely shore;
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar;
I love not man the less, but Nature more...
             - Lord Byron

"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not  take the initiative to change their situation because they are  conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism,  all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality  nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man  than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit  is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our  encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy  than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a  new and different sun."
— Chris McCandless

"If we admit that human life can be ruled by reason, then all  possibility of life is destroyed."
— Chris McCandless

"Rather than Love, than Money, than Fame, give me Truth."
— Henry David Thoreau

Friday, October 8, 2010


To taste the unknown without reservations
To place my hand in a dingy hole without fear
To jump into a dark pit just coz I feel it is worth discovering
To sing raucously in a crowded bus
To dance in an unknown street
To do my painting when it damn well pleases me
To visit an unknown town on my own
To wear any gaudy cloth that pleases my heart
To love the unknown no matter how creepy that might sound
To break bounds and lose oneself in an uninhabited place
We all have these desires
But we make them - rules
Tie ourselves down
Give every damned reason not to dare, break boundaries
Just chuck them buddy
Let yourself run wild

Friday, September 24, 2010

Devi : A Satyajit Ray movie

 Devi is a poignant story of a young girl Doyamoyee (Sharmila tagore) who is married into a wealthy family to the youngest son,Umaprasad (Soumitra Chatterjee), who is studying at Kolkata. The father-in-law, Kalikinkar Roy is very much dependent on the young daughter-in-law and affectionately calls her ma, meaning mother. Doya is a silent yet very loving and devoted to her family. The few scenes that shows Khoka (meaning kid in Bengali) who is the son of the the eldest son in the family and the parrot being fed by her shows her affectionate nature.

Now the 60's where the time when women were restricted around the household, they had to cover their face (cower) from men other than their husbands (It still is, in many parts of our country). This imagery of dutiful wife, daughter-in-law is so graciously conveyed by Sharmila.

The first half of the movie gives a good insight into each of the character, like for example of the eldest daughter in law who is strict and yet good natured. Her husband meanwhile is heavily dependent on his father for everything and hence takes his dictum verbatim. Uma on the other hand belongs to the young generation of 60's well-educated, hopeful of a promising career and deeply in love with his young wife.

Things take an ugly turn when the father-in-law dreams that Doya is the incarnation of Goddess Durga herself. What is a dream after-all? a virtual, cooked-up projection of reality? Roy, who is devoted to worshiping Durga , and who finds happiness lighted up in his family by Doya , no wonder conjures up an image of her as the re-incarnation of Goddess herself. Doya who is a dutiful daughter-in-law does not speak against her father-in-law though she has misgivings and silently endures the whole situation.

Uma's character as the one torn between not upstaging his father on one hand and rescuing his bride on the other is well acted out by Chatterjee.

Tagore's acting of bearing this burden in impeachable, she carriers such powerful emotions just through her eyes and body language that Doya's silence fails to. The silent understanding that passes when Uma witnesses her on an altar being worshiped by a throng of people and the the resulting talks on the banks when they decide to elope is just too good.

Satyajit Ray's direction of building up the movie to the last scene where Doya breaks down completely when Khoka dies. Her illogical ramblings and her makeup that denotes Goddess Kali the demon destroyer is ultimate. The narrative, pace, timing, attention to detail is immaculate.

A bit of retrospect on the movie made me realize that the story can be interpreted in 2 ways which makes the movie hard to brand as anti-religion. You could say Doya was a goddess incarnate and she showered the Thakur's household with blessings and happiness, but ultimately Durga is also Kali who is uncompromising and shows no pity for the one who errs and hence takes away Khoka. Although the movie does not talk about Kali, but has used the term - Demoness, I find the narrative this way making more sense. The other way round you could Thakur's blind beliefs corrupted Doya's mind accompanied by the co-incidental coming to life of the beggar boy at her altar (Also, remember that his uncle has already given him a variety of medicines earlier before submitting to Doya's. The medicine's late reaction could have saved the boy's life). The rest of the miraculous healings could be just a matter of faith, you believe strongly enough and that can work miracles for you. Where as for Khoka, who fell sick had no such advantage. He was already in an unconscious state unaware that his favourite aunt was the one who held him.

One image that often haunts me, the dream Roy has - the shining bindi on Doya's forehead,
 transforming into the same bindi on the Devi's.

                                   

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Keep off the grass


After, all the dumb novels of the Literary Hero read in every corner of India, comes a fresh new look - keep off the grass by Karan Bajaj. As I started reading it grudgingly, ready to be disappointed by the sloppy dialogues and bad English, I was pleasantly surprised as I got hooked on to the smart one-liners.

I must say, before, I get deeper into reviewing this book, that, I have certain standards to rate a book, the first and foremost is - good hold of language, there is just no excuse for crap like some point someone  or Animal like things. Secondly if I need to just be entertained with meritocracy I'll watch movies, why the hell should I lick every line of the grimy book? I feel novels ought to express emotions, situations in a way we felt but really could not form them in words yet, tell us something we haven't known yet, impound us with ideas. the theme must not be just narrating story for the heck of it, story is just draperies not the essence unless of course the story is a fantasy.

Having said that everyone has their own rating system, if you can dig what I mean that's cool otherwise, well, go no further!

OK, coming back to the book, other than the language, I liked the the perspective of the protagonist - Samrat, builds towards India. Showing India in the eyes of one who essentially belonged here but somehow has lost his roots. What I mostly liked were, the deliveries on the harsh realities of life, that life isn fair. You cannot have the cake and eat it too. In order that you could achieve happiness, solace, we ought to let go of the materialistic driven world.

Why did he have to go to IIM when what he wanted was to essentially, is to search for answers, to explore. why does he not take off even when he is slinking down in the academics when his goal isn to merely get the grades? Its difficult to let go of the definite and run behind something you have not even formed a word about. I liked the way Bajaj lets the character seep into you lets you understand the turmoil, the constant battle that rages to live a easy life, fitting into what his life offered a Manhattan apartment, wall street job loads of money and yet he seeks more, a place where he need not constantly try to fit in, where he could be accepted the way he is. I also totally marveled at his time in Benaras.

Though I would say this one will not free your soul blah blah but yeah, makes a good read. It has good laughs packed in too. All in all for those like me looking out for more that story, go grab this book!

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Blue


The falling down,
Let me savour.
I am bound to no one,
No one to check the fall.

The final sweep the heart plunges,
Is what I wish to feel.
The closure the finale when the curtain drops.
No play here, no script, just an empty canvas.
And the ecstasy to paint it to any colour;
The imagination is mine to keep.
You have no place in here,
A temporary transit and i will be back into your arms.

But right here and now;
I wish to stay a little while more;
Where the music is thrown against the wall in earnest,
And i can feel its sharp edges strike and sting me.
The blue of the paint thrown,
And fall like droplets from a heaven bleeding.

Monday, August 9, 2010

To the ghosts of my past,
I bid you, adieu!

Tonight as the smokes swirl
In thick clouds,
They bear no shape.

As the music rises in  crescendo,
I am free.

I have longed this,
And tonight I savour this.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

A night's promise

Darkness holds a promise,
A veiled face.
Expression and eyes shadowed,
Only a voice coo's in sweetly,
Lulling me to a hypnotic sleep.

I shall forget all caution,
Forget all prejudices;
Raising my arm I shall touch you gently,
And feel love pulsing in waves.

Not fearing the unknown,
And all the lessons my broken heart learnt,
I shall undo them in the blackest of these nights.

My fears, my joys,
My sorrows, my sin,
My virtue, my triumph,
My weakness, All laid bare at your feet,
All yours to savour and break at will.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Menomena

I cant remember when any recent band excited me so much and amazed me crazily. Menomena's craze started when a friend of mine shared a link of 'I say Fever' album Intuit by the band Ramona Falls. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ga0ohgZFVqc Discovering Brent Knopf's Ramona Falls (this being the individual project taken by Knopf) took me to Menomena. Check out the Ramona falls website - http://ramonafalls.com/.

 
Also worth a peek is this interview of Knopf - http://comeonchemicalsblog.blogspot.com/2009/05/interview-brent-knopf-of-menomenaramona.html.

 The album art used for Ramona falls and its video is totally mystical, pagan something like the Aztec art. Check out the Theo Ellsworth website here - http://www.thoughtcloudfactory.com/, he being the creator of the Ramona falls album art. Really amazing work. Craig Thompson is another artist who has made the album art for Menomena's album Friend & Foe and Mines. Check out his site at http://www.dootdootgarden.com/

Sketch of the album art in 'Friend and Foe' by yours truly

The music of both these bands is so new.. the flow so unexpected and lyrics so refreshingly new , catering to  my senses perfectly. I simply love the intelligent verses and what they convey. its just not some boring much  abused topic of all songs - love. They have fished into the ocean of emotions. I would just say, this band is one filled with smart asses.

Desert dreams

In a calm desert I set my sails,
To feel the heat and the silent wind;
Least I knew the storm it brewed, 
That threw my footing into its heart. 
A vibrant desert jungle I am a witness to; 
Life spewing out in mysterious leaps. 
A tiny oasis that serves its crusaders far and wide,
The heat radiates in circles of exaltation.
I have known your soul , 
I have felt your passion, 
I have seen your heart, 
And it is mine!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Song of the soul

Songs can be such a powerful medium of influence. They can weave such emotions that you previously thought was unlikely. You might be depressed one moment and listen to a cheerful song and depression is a thing of the past. Or you might have had a early good start and then listen to a very emotional sad song and within seconds you gripped by a strong wave of sadness sweeping you. Or you might jump around happily listening to a romantic song coz your hormones have got all spiked up and you feel loved though there's no real reason for you to feel so.
 I have felt such strong feelings and so many times my moods are governed by the kind of song I'm listening or is it the other way around? Song and dance, since time immemorial have deeply ingrained in our culture. I see them as celebration of life. They constitute one of the few medium we are able to successfully establish our frame of mind and convey them to others.
Jiaur Rahman: "Tribal Dance"

So do our choice of music mirror our inner self?  The change from one form of music to another in time reflect the changes within yourself? I believe its possible. There are certain genres of music I never appreciated before. But its also true that your choice is deeply influenced by people around you. If someone close to you likes a particular song you tend to give it an ear and perhaps you be prejudiced and like it too, perhaps if you were to end up being apart you might end up hating that song too?

Nachshon’s Painting

We have moved from the simple songs hummed, to music by simple instruments, to more complex modern music and yet the essential quality of music has remained same. It continues to envelop our world, enthrall us, a deep set addiction to our souls, a drug we all inject into our blood stream to escape from our daily lives.
 

Friday, June 11, 2010

Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind

 
I religiously love this movie! No amount to breaking the movie scene by scene will do justice (I say ;)) So down here i'll simply put in some of my very favorite dialogues.. I so totally dig Clem!

CLEMENTINE
The song's 9th and Hennepin. I spent
most of the train ride trying to
remember.
"Till you're full of rag water and bitters and blue ruin
And you spill out
Over the side to anyone who'll listen."

CLEMENTINE
My goal, Joel, is to just let it flow
through me? Do you know what I mean?
It's like, there's all these emotions and
ideas and they come quick and they change
and they leave and they come back in a
different form and I think we're all
taught we should be consistent. Y'know?
You love someone -- that's it. Forever.
You choose to do something with your life
-- that's it, that's what you do. It's a
sign of maturity to stick with that and
see things through. And my feeling is
that's how you die, because you stop
listening to what is true, and what is
true is constantly changing. You know?

JOEL'S VOICE
How can I? How can I move on when I know
I'm the only one to carry this love we
had? How do I do that?

CLEMENTINE
Do you know The Velveteen Rabbit?
JOEL
No.
CLEMENTINE
It's my favorite book. Since I was a
kid. It's about these toys. There's
this part where the skin Horse tells the
rabbit what it means to be real.
(crying)
I can't believe I'm crying already. He
says, "It takes a long time. That's why
it doesn't often happen to people who
break easily or have sharp edges, or who
have to be carefully kept. Generally by
the time you are Real, most of your hair
has been loved off, and your eyes drop
out and you get loose in the joints and
very shabby. But these things don't
matter at all, because once you are Real
you can't be ugly, except to people who
don't understand."

CLEMENTINE
Joel, I'm not a concept. I want you to
just keep that in your head. Too many
guys think I'm a concept or I complete
them or I'm going to make them alive, but
I'm just a fucked-up girl who is looking
for my own peace of mind. Don't assign
me yours.

A generation high on dope

Lately, coincidentally all the books and movies  I have read and watched have dealt with the idea  of drugs.

And as I see it, the characters began with the  drug abuse for fun and slowly as they fall  victim to the addictive nature of the drug to  hide from the miseries of life.


A scene from 'Requiem for a dream'
Harry is sitting in the cab, he has just visited  his mother, who is on diet pills and he has  discovered to his horror that the pills are  in fact coke, he knows this after he observes her  teeth chattering on its own, a sure sign of coke  consumption, he being a junkie himself. He tries  to convince her to get off the drug but she  refuses in a tearful state, she is possessed by  an idea to lose weight and fit into her red  dress and appear in a television show. With all  that she suddenly feels a meaning to her life,  all the attention from her friends and the  desire to look good in her red dress. What is he  to do? force her to give it up? deny her  happiness even if she has found it through a  dark channel, something that he himself has got  caught deep into? He runs out and breaks down  crying at the helpless situation , click click -  injection- a few seconds later, he is calm as a  baby. Life is beautiful again.


A scene from 'A scanner darkly',
Bob Arctor fishes into his past-  A murky  remembrance of his wife and kids. He is standing  in the kitchen nursing his throbbing head that  he hurt on the sharp corner of the cup board's  door over looking his front  yard his wife and  his 2 daughters and a thought passes of  inadequacy of unrealistic constant life and he  writes into notepad "All the elements that made  up my life were right there. And nothing new  would ever happen. Like a little plastic boat  that would sail on forever, without incident,  until it finally sank, which would be a secret  relief to all." So he gives up this life and  plunges into his dark shady present addicted by  substance D.

Formerly i have written about 'Brave new World'  where Soma - A drug with no hangover gives the  sweet respite from the present.

I must say I am glad that unlike in US the  situation here has never been that worse, that  drugs and hallucinogens aren't so popular and  freely available, that our youth aren't so  hopelessly destroying their lives behind the  temporary reliefs. But I look back and I know  people who did drugs back in college days. So,  there is a market - a supply - a demand. But  what is different? Family? that India is a land  of family bondage, of traditional commitments,  people here are tightly bound? Perhaps. But the scene is likely to change too.. So it comes down  to a personal choice. Having fun is all right but one must know where to stop. The difference  between heaven and hell.. that thin line between choice and hopeless addiction..

We all have problems in one manner or other.  Drugs won't help you. You have to face the ugly  truth of life. There is a bravery in that.. a  glory of having stood your grounds and not  succumbed to temporary fixes.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Expressionism

" I dream of painting and then I paint my dream. "
                      - Vincent Van Gogh

Painting has been one of the ways I feel I am able to express myself completely. Even as a kid I disliked paintings with clean lines and dull colours, The exaggerated brilliant colours in even more exaggerated lines thrilled me to no end. I like to portray myself through my paintings. Lately my paintings tend to be focused either on nature or on rock stars!


the above two have been painted using the Nat Geo magazine pictures as references

  
Jim Morrison

Violent sea

 
Giraffes in African Savannah

Gazing at vincent Van Gogh's paintings I was lost in admiration on how beautifully the colours came out alive, expressed so much more than the actual scene could convey. It conveyed the emotions that swirled in him. And that, is what I think must a painting must achieve, be able to express a part of the idea that the painter is. I have nothiing against realistic paintings, but I am inlined more towards Expressionist art.

Starry night is one of my favourites, has always been like a heady drink, Just my picture of a glorious star-filled night from a hill-top. Somehow I am reminded of the particular part of Pinocchio story when the fox and the lame cat coaxes Pinocchio to part with his golden coins and plant them in the Field of Miracles, outside the city of Catchfools so that it will grow into a tree with a thousand gold coins!

Starry night - VVG

Below are a few of the choicest painting I have liked by various artists. the list is no where complete, it keeps getting bigger every passing day!

* Paris cafe by VVG
*A self potrait by Frida Kahlso
* Prisoners by VVG
* the last painting made by VVG before he committed suicide
* The scream and Madonna by Munch

Friday, June 4, 2010

The Truman Show


"We've become bored with watching actors give us phony emotions. We are tired  of pyrotechnics and special effects. While the world he inhabits is, in some  respects, counterfeit, there's nothing fake about Truman himself. No scripts,  no cue cards. It isn't always Shakespeare, but it's genuine. It's a life." - Cristof, creator of the Truman Show.

Even as the movie ended my mind was still hooked on to the starting scenes  where Truman standing in front of mirror is talking to an make-believe buddy,  that they must go on and if things go worse he should eat him for food and  the scene alternates between Christof and rest of the crew each one sharing  their experiences in the Truman show.

A brilliantly written story with an equally brilliant cast, this movie gives  us a chance to see Jim Carrey in a role far away from the usual slap-stick comedy and believe me, he has done justice to his role. In so many ways I am  reminded of the book 'Brave New World' by this movie. Truman is reared in a  make-believe world controlled by external factors like the alphas and other Greek lettered sections in the Ford era of the Brave new world.

I love the way the crew apart from Truman, try to put ADs in the "show" , a nice reminder to show how unrealistically the corporate tries to push their many useless products into our lives portraying them as dire necessities and how easily we still buy into it.

I wonder one thing though, If he, Truman had no Slyvia would he have still pushed himself to know the truth? Been that eager to find the exit? (The last question is intended for Truman's character)

Without the comfort of knowing that someone out there will be by your side would you blindly do that leap into the dark. Probably, yes. The lure of confronting the unknown has always lured men out of their safe haven far into the unmerciful seas.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Brave New World


   "O wonder!
    How many goodly creatures are there here!
    How beautious mankind is!
    O brave new world,
    That has such people in't!"

Aldous Huxley's masterpiece Brave New World opens up the idea of an utopian society complete with your wildest dreams come true but the question is at what cost?

Could I forgo the right to be depressed, my right to feel hurt and be feel completely dreadful for eternal happiness?

What is continual happiness after all? Its a state of complacency, a state where in everything I am is dormant.  Where every day is exactly the same as the next. Where there really is nothing to look forward to, where all your wishes are simply answered, no strings attached , no terrific fight with one's conscience or with the world. Imagine a world devoid of violent passions! Oh! death is better than to live like that? Would you have peace sacrificing science and art?

Humans are a blood thirsty race. We cannot be pigeon holed to a concept called peace. When things go very calm, it itches an un-itchable region! You cannot propagate harmony to the entire population, there will inadvertently be someone somewhere glorifying terror. How can there be innovation and those passionate art works if there are no dark shades.

The whole book is littered with some amazing punch lines that takes my breathe away. Like the moment Bernard has with Lenina alone hovering above the ocean floor under a pale moon and says that he felt they would belong to each other more truly here than in a crowd. Conversation between John the Savage and Mustafa Mond.

Not to mention the amazing world he has created. The idea of social conditioning. The idea of free love with no strings attached. To have an infant attitude socially and an external body observing your every move (scary!) , manifestation of God by absence (that really is a killer line!). Death conditioning. The division of society into Alpha, Beta, Gamma, Delta and Epsilon by decanting the fetus in a manner that each one is happy to be in the self-same state. Everything is thought so precisely and put into being, a great mind indeed.

I am yet to watch the movie version of this novel. Hopefully it is able to capture a part of the spirit of the book!

Overall I rate this book 10 on 10. A must read.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

How late is too late?


Up starts with a innocent dreams and expectations of a little girl Ellie and a boy Carl, the dream to reach Paradise Fall following the footsteps of Muntz whose adventures they have been religiously following. The movie speeds through until Ellie's death but all along the way showing how happily they lived together and their unsuccessful attempt at saving money to go to South America. I wish they would have prolonged on their childhood. Simply loved the way Ellie talked and the way her hair flares up as she pulls out the cap and the way all those helium filled balloons suddenly erupt out of the chimney!

Frankly speaking I was a bit disappointed with the second half of the movie. And I did not really understand the idea of the movie. Only as I talked to a friend of mine did I realize something that I obviously missed.

As kids and as teenagers and then as adults without family responsibility we all cherish our dreams and ambitions and look at them with misty eyes "Stuff I'm going to do" As time goes by and you enter the family life, time moves swiftly by, you are enveloped by the so-called practical stuff, work, make money, spend and then work more to make more money and spend some more, an endless cycle of wants and desires and commitments that fails to satisfy you. Its like a drink that leaves you thirsty.

So, where are all those dreams that would dreamt about? As drawings on the wall, as entries in your journal. I stand now where the two worlds are to collide. I believe in taking chances, to leap that extra length that would mean a fatal fall or the beginning of a new adventure.

All I know is that we are prejudiced and narrowed down by what people say is right and wrong for us. Listen to your heart. What after all is the meaning of life? What are we here for. I'll be damned if I know. Instead of letting someone else decide for me I will make them spontaneously, the depression of a failure and the exuberance of a triumph will be mine. Why wait?

Friday, May 7, 2010

Wildlife Tourism

With the ongoing debate on Tourism people are voicing opinions for and against tourism in the Core Tiger zones. I wholeheartedly agree with the Wildlife enthusiasts that Tourism is not the solution to keep the tigers alive nor do they keep away poachers. And yet you give all the reasons why this must not be done somehow some rich guy will put enough pressure politically or financially and tilt the law to his side. I am not meaning to comment like this as a final act of giving up, No sir! If we can push things and get another few 100 years for the tigers we would keep doing that.

I was thinking just for the sake of finding some solution to this tourism racket for myself. How to keep off the folks who come purely for fun who have no respect for nature and wildlife? How to filter?

And then it struck me why not take away the luxury factor out of the tourism equation in the NPs, Sanctuaries, RF etc.,? After all if they want to experience luxury let them go to the cities and book those 5 stars for heaven's sake! Why do you need 3-4 varieties of food, cozy bed, television, fan, electricity in the jungles? If you have come to experience jungles do it the jungle way! what is the fun after all if you live here like you live it cities? Give them a bed on the ground, just a single toilet and bathroom, plain rice-dal, no electricity and voila! the resulting tourists are the ones that deeply care about the wildlife enough to for-go the modern day comforts to experience wildlife first hand.

Ya, I know Tourism is a booming business and they are the major stakeholders in Indian economy and that their tentacles have reached our core areas, but I hope with all my heart someday we will be able to bring down these resorts and man will be able to experience wild the right way, the forgotten way!

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Ticks man!... Those tiny crab like fleas..

I was sitting at my cubicle one early morning, as early as my cab can deliver me to my bread giver - My IT job, all hassled and pissed off at missing a beautiful morning, pondering at what the mail my lead had just sent was trying to convey. The realization that he was mentioning my last release which I incidentally had to make stretching my hours released bugs coincided with a series of mad urge to scratch my tick bites vigorously and things just snow-balled and I was lost in the dizzy, albeit really pleasing sensation one gets on scratching them (Ah!!.. ask the monkeys ppl!!).

Just as I was lost in my own world my colleague passing by my cubicle, with a very peculiar expression on his face as though he had just spotted a pig rolling in the muck asked " Haven't you had a bath today?". My contemplation thus rudely broken by his unsavory words, I turned away still scratching away and muttered some curses under my breath. Ah if only he would just go away! but things just gets messier in offices when you show total lack of response.. And so I growled " I had , Unlike you! you seem to have done away without a bath for months! You smell awful!". His expression changed faster than the "Vacancy" boards and sniffing himself (reminded me of a comic clip of that chimpanzee who struck his thumb up his.. and took a sniff...) he replied all puzzled "I smell great!".. Yeah great my foot! He pours like 5 bottles of perfume..giving a very confusing odour, gives me a real headache.. enough to bamboozle an elephant to drive it insane. In the jungles man, you would juiced in a pulp in no time.

Oh! what do the tick-bite-free creature knows the pleasures of tick bites?. The vain effort to avoid them and the unlikely places they still make their way into! The angry red blotches fading into brownie marks, yet with the same intensity itching away.. Over all.. during the frustrating weeks that has denied me Jungle hours.. these tick bites itch away reminding me about the great times I have had..

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Earth Day Muse - EYJAFJALLAJOKULL



Just went through a few picky pictures from the  eruptions at Ejafjallajokull. As one by one the images tumbled out, the power, beauty of that volcanic eruption thrilled me. Just take a look at all that ash and lava streaming out and the flashes of lightning that could pass shivers even to the bravest man on earth let alone those maniacs that say 'man was god's noblest creation and everything on earth made to serve him!'

As I read through the comments, a lot of them expressing  sympathy for the people of Iceland and hoping the calamity will  pass soon. Are you guys really kidding me? Don't wanna sound  pessimistic but, face it people, this is just the tip of the iceberg!

That volcano hasn't even erupted to its full strength and  people are already covering under their beds. Just think of what would have happened if it blows full time. This is simply the beginning of the fury that Earth will unleash on the race of men. And I must say that we have brought this up on ourselves.The reckless way we have looted the resources, plundering everything , damaging the delicate cycles (water-food-air) beyond repairs and above all continuing to do so even in the face of this terrible truth.

I like one particular comment by this guy Keith, he says,  "Having seen things like this makes me laugh when some one remarks  that is our humanly duty to "save the planet Earth." I only  laugh because the idea of humans saving Earth is a joke. Any  one that believes a species that continually murders themselves  can save a planet is a fool. The only thing Earth MIGHT need  saving from is humans, for we have learned to destroy in far  greater capacity than our ability to create. That said, natural  disasters like this volcano give me the impression that Earth  can save itself from us pesky humans with very little effort.  This eruption is indeed very impressive but in reality it is  not as violent or devastating as the full wrath of our Earth's  furry. We as a species have yet to experience our planet's full  destructive powers thus arrogance has grown out of our  complacency. To paraphrase George Carlin, "If you think your  un-recycled plastic, Styrofoam, toxic waste and what not can  destroy this planet, GET *UCKING REAL.... This planet will  shack us of like a bad case of flees" "

Today on Earth day I am sitting in my Air-Conditioned office  cubicle reviewing on what difference have I made. I feel my  efforts have been negligible and a wave of frustration rises,  on not giving my complete , the green  club I wanted to start at my office's been dragging on for  months and today I finally stormed to the concerned people and  pleaded them to give me a go-ahead. I hope when next time I  blog I would be reporting on my up and running green club.

I don't know how many lives will I be able to move to a greener lifestyle. How much of what I do will make a difference, all I know is that we must keep fighting, until there is some glimmer of hope I will not give up.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Jack White


Jack Anthony Gillis aka Jack White the lead vocalist and Guitarist of the bands White Stripes, Dead Weather and The Raconteurs I declare thee One of the greatest Guitarist the world has seen.

Anybody who has listened to '7 nations army' and 'Shades of Black' cannot but agree with my proclamation.

for those who haven't!

Just with so much hints of secrecy and notoriety and all that general air of unkempt and paleness has won him a huge fan surrounding, and in my opinion he would have them anyway!

His controversial relationship with Meg White, declaring themselves to be siblings even when the marriage and divorce papers were unearthed, passing affair with Renee.. adds in and you wonder who this guy is? Everything apart I believe as he  once told the press people who are always so eager to dish the dirt "It's the same thing as asking Michelangelo, 'What kind of shoes do you wear?'...In the end, it doesn't really matter ... the only thing that's going to be left is our records and photos." So, why not be truthful you say? Hmm, I say funny twisty lies are better sometimes..


The very first song I heard together with the visuals was '7 nations army' and the 2 man army totally blew me off.. they just made a great piece of rock song with simply a light drum set and a electric guitar! And ever since that I kept looking out for the White Stripes videos, which were quite eccentric to say the least. The videos were ingenious, sort of fresh and innocent. Meg White's silence and the way she drummed like a kid really and his exuberance and really guitaring balanced things so perfectly. There was really something unbelievably intelligent and cute about them.


And then I hit the raconteurs! Here finally he was able to blast forth completely.. As I heard 'Shades of black' I was a thorough Jack White fan.


His voice adds in to the tremors left by his guitar.. Totally unique and the lyrics.. they are again something, leaves you puzzled. Just check out the song ' Salute your solution' and you will know what I mean.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Unsung Heroes

I have been moving through various circles of people. Some who are compassionate about human sufferings some others about animals and few more concerned about the environment and of course many more with all of them.

Today I was fortunate to meet a few individuals who have dedicated their time and effort to educate the lesser fortunate kids at the government schools. I can see in them the lamp of enthusiasm and passion for the cause and the satisfaction they find in this work. They mingle and laugh with these kids as their own. I know a lot of people would say they are compassionate about the cause, but how many of us actually go all the way of sacrificing the comforts of the easy money?

I have also met people who have taken up the causes of environment, highlighting the alarming rate at which our beautiful planet is getting plundered and its creatures pushed to extinction. They have sacrificed their careers, given up city lives all for the sake of the causes they so strongly believe in.

Through this writing I want to truly deeply show my appreciation to all those wonderful people who have made the difference, to all those beautiful girls and guys I have met so far, stunned me with their integrity, their unfaltering passion for their causes.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

And here we go again..

I can't believe it, But I am running in circles again. Blinded by the flash , I took my precautions and well.. I willingly got blinded.

These days I sleep fitfully, Always dreaming, these bloody dreams.. I get up in the morning all disoriented always eating up my morning dividing the real and the unreal. And there seems to be simply no boundaries on what I dream, they all come together just to frustrate the shit out of me and throw me into pathos of depression.

I have been reading Kenneth Anderson's Jungles Long Ago where somewhere he talks about the fake morning that precedes the real by 30 min. He talks about the various animals you can meet that call it a day. And well, what should I dream but an uncanny resembling jungle torn between day and night and I am trying desperately to hide from all the animals that surround the bush I am hiding in and mad with rage. Lord the scariest so far.

And then the other day I am haunted by all those previous 'ppl' I was with and relive all those worst times I had with them, exaggerated million times over.

I am going to take an unusually long time this time to recover from something that should not have bothered me so much. Then again it has to happen to me only.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Second breathe of life - Bandipur

My one week at Bandipur was decisive in so many ways. I was looking forward for the new experiences and adventures that were to come my way and most importantly to test whether I was fit to walk this path I had come to choose.

What surprised me most was my total lack of discomfort in the company of strangers and spending long evenings apparently doing nothing but birding and sharing the tit-bits of the worlds and its inhabitants we have explored and come across. I was in a state of peace, of total solitude. I had no mad urges to scream, to run, to do mad stuff which I am always up to here in the city. I knew I was home.

The waking up at 5.30am bore no grudges from a body that was accustomed to waking up at 7.30 for the 8am cab! A walk of 6-7 km per day through not always a simple terrain, did not strain the legs that hardly walked half a km per day. 

I have never before felt this calm I am experiencing now. The decision for me has been taken. No more I need wait at the station and bear the anxiety of identifying the train I am to alight. I am already on the journey! So many people before have told me the necessity of having a goal in their lives , of seeing that vision of where one ought to be, I have scoffed all along, always seeing myself in multiple roles in multiple destinations. Of being a painter at Paris, a rockstar at LA, writer in Dun, researcher at Amazon.. But now knowing what my role is , I can pursue one passion with full vigor, gather all my time and energy in one focused direction. A Jack no more!

Friday, March 12, 2010

Avatar

I have no idea the psychic behind the man James Cameron, when he made the movie Avatar. What was he thinking? Making a techno flick, Blast the public with 3D effects or to give a wake up call?

I went to the movie with a one minded idea of getting entertained and came out dazed. Most of my friends had a disgruntled expressions. They called it an average movie that hasn't stood for being a 3D movie, nothing made a dash for them and sent them squealing in their chairs after all. A small group of my "other" friends shared with me their thoughts that seemed to echo mine.

Here was a great movie that tried its level best to infuse into people the importance of nature, Of the invisible delicate threads that hold us all in one embracing gesture. You break one to make more space for yourself, the balance is lost, letting free all the threads and the entire structure goes for a toss.

Cameron has definately tried his best to keep the matter light and also entertain the public. If nothing, the Oscars speak loud the general public opinion. Somehow between all the debates, the issue that the movie seemed to address was lost.

Ofcourse a lot in the movie is a exaggeration our world in a more tangible form. Like mother nature's form centralized in Eywa, The idea that nature bears memories in the form the network. A lot of tribal people have a similar bearings like the people of Pandora. They worship mother Earth and regularly thank her. Fight for her and die for her.

This article has been due for long. Its just that I could not place the feeling that the movie evoked in me. Sadness, yes. Sadness for mother Earth, Sadness coz Earthlings have lost that love for her, that mystic connection with her, appreciation of the wonder that she is, thankful for all the wants and needs that she has given us. I wish I were in Pandora a blue creature, Na'vi and stand in shoulder with my brothers and sisters who loved her in a like manner rather than be an Earthling and fight against my people to protect her.

Friday, March 5, 2010

Flight

Like the sand that trickles away,
From between my fingers
Time has flown by
In cycles of repetition,
I have stood numb,
Gazing at the horizon
My white robes billowing in the air.

In a rush of wind you passed me by
Splashing colours of rainbow in your wake
For a moment caught off guard,
I lost my footing

Now you are far away
And I am so confused,
At the colours,
That keep weaving patterns over my dress
I wait for you to let them in,
Spread into my soul.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Green Commandos Campaign at M K Ahmed, HSR layout


The first campaign 'Say no to plastics' by Green Commandos at BDA complex, HSR layout, Bangalore drew a healthy number of volunteers from the Green Commando community in Bangalore. I was not a part of  the first  and was only too eager to be a part of the second upcoming campaign.

After the cancellation of the second week campaign due to insufficient volunteers for Total Mall, Sarjapur, left our boss, Ravi Agnihotri no choice but to pick  up smaller retail outlets. After much consideration we picked  M. K. Ahmed Super Market in HSR layout, close to the first campaign's venue, HSR BDA complex.

Me, Mukesh, Amar and Aditya assembled at M K Ahmed at around 11.15am. After waiting for few more minutes we realized no more volunteers are to come and  decided to jump into the campaigning. Obtaining permission from the owner of the Super Market, we set up our banners such that it was visible to the  incoming crowd to the Super Market. After much haggling, the Super Market people lent us a small table and several empty Carton boxes so that we could place  our display items to the public.




We had around 100 cloth bags which we purchased from Sahaas org., with Green Commandos logo on it. These bags were out for sale for Rs 35/- each. We also placed 2 Jute bags and several paper bags for purely display reasons.

Our initial interaction with the customers immediately made us realise that nobody was willing to pay 35 bucks for the bag, we quickly reduced the costs to  Rs 20/- per bag, at a loss which we decided to break up between the 4 of us and supplement. After all the motive of the campaign was not to make a bussiness  of selling bags, but to wake up people to the hazards of using plastic bags.

Owning to time constraints and a very hot afternoon we decided to pack up in an hour. At first we interacted with people whom we caught staring at us and  reading the banner to people who were leaving the Market with plastic bags loaded with merchandice to people who were entering the super market. We decided  that its better we stop them from getting plastic bags before they enter in. That way we would have (atleast for that day) reduced so many plastic bags  usage and sold our bags too!

One couple who bought the bag from us, promptly used them at the Super market and happily posed for a snap! We sold as many as 10-12 bags that bag and got a  lot more to listen to our plea and gave us their e-mail ids to send them promotional mails.



We had many a cold shoulder response, but we, the warriors of our dear Mother Earth were undaunted and unruffled. We continued picking unwary customers and  questioned their conscience about plastic usage.

Many of us are aware of the mal effects plastics have on our environment.We know plastics disintegrate and enter our food chain  poisoning our system, We  know that the poor innocent birds and animals unaware of plastics, mistake them for food or atleast something that will pass their disgestive system fall  victims to a slow and agonizing death. We see our backyards and roads littered with the plastic waste and know how it has come there. We, the new generation of Science are well educated and keep ourselves updated with all the information that comes by. And yet sadly all that information grasped  is used as much as the daily chit-chats on the newspaper. Knowing is not enough. What the present demands of you is to 'ACT'.

People when confronted, told us almost at all times that they do have cloth bags. And everytime I smiled at them, glanced at the heaving plastic bags cradled in their arms and asked them, 'Is that so?', 'Why is at home when you are out shopping?'. I din't want to be rude to anyone, but we need to make people  understand the need to wake up and make one small change in their lifestyles. Carrying a small easy to fit cloth bag is not much of burden, It hardly weighs 50gms. One elderly lady was telling us that we can't expect her, a ripe old woman to carry such burden. Well, I leave it to you people to decide how  heavy and what sort of burden a 50gm bag is!!

I had one eventful encounter with a young man who almost stood his ground, up in arms against us. His very often repeated line was 'We are not stupid, We  know all this!!'. Yes sir,  you are very smart indeed! That exactly is the difference that Aamir keeps repeating in '3 idiots' right? Don just read and say you  know, show us what you know!! Imbibe that knowledge in your lives. We almost came to blows when he said that he chooses not to show-off like us! My blood  boiled over and yet I kept my cool. He insisted that we are not tackling the basic problem which according to him is that, the Retailers ought not to tempt  the public with buying plastic bags. Its like they are holding a tasty carrot at our faces and we poor innocent weaklings succumb to this deadly  tempatation. I felt so very sorry for him and asked him, 'Don't you think the problem lies with the attitude of the people?' After all man is priced above all the wonderful creatures of nature for his intelligence. One moment he says that we are smart and other moment he has completely contradicted himself and declared the majority i.e., the consumers as dumb!!

The point of narrating the above incidences was not to add comic releif or to fuel personal prejudices, but to address a few of the thought process of people when it comes to plastic. Lets  not blame each other, we all are responsible toward our Earth, we have only one planet. Lets respect and appreciate her. Lets not pollute her but enrich her.  Together we can! Stop using avoidable plastics! Carry a cloth bag where ever you go! 'SAY NO TO PLASTICS!' Join us in our endeavour to reduce plastic usage across Bangalore. Log in to http://www.greencommandos.com become a member, join a project near home.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Synchronized Tiger Census In Hosur Forest Division

I was under the impression that I was in for Tiger Census in the  Hosur FD, Although I am generally not very well informed I knew  the Tiger Census were over. However keeping my skepticism aside I  plunged in volunteering for the task.

A little about the survey, It was organized by KANS (Kenneth  Anderson Nature Society) jointly with the forest authorities. The  idea was to gather volunteers, break them into groups and send  them to different divisions. The group itself will be broken into  at max 2 people plus the Forest Guards to trek into the forests  through a path called the beat. Day one was for Direct sighting,  so volunteers were to keep their eyes and ear open and of course  mouth shut for direct sightings of animals and birds. Day two was  for gathering indirect evidences of the fauna through collecting  scats (i.e., poop of the animals.. he he) and  examining/photographing pug/hoof marks. All the groups would enter  the forests at the same time so that the chances of sighting  increases and counting the same animal is reduced. We were to establish credential that Tigers/Leopards are in the area.  This way the forests that are currently only under Reserve Forests status get promoted to Sanctuary status, as its counterparts in the Karnataka Forest division. Higher the status, more security, hence more chances that the forests are protected from the human interferences.

 It has been quite a while I was out in the wilds and in the company of people who felt drawn to nature the way I do. So, I was  all for it. When Sanjeev (He is KANS V.P.) said that because of the overwhelming response from all together 80 odd people they  have to draw lottery I didn't really think about it. Its like I  was almost dead sure to get in, you could say I had some sort of  divine foresight :). And Voila! I was in.

Somehow no matter how much of preparation you put to get geared  for a trip you know you have missed out A-LOT-OF essential stuff  behind. So me minus a cap and jungle tracks packed bags for Hosur.

I had no means of transport and even after the numerous mails being exchanged to carpool and stuff the following day still left  me with no clear idea of how to reach the cattle farm at Hosur where all the volunteers were asked to assemble at 6pm. And then Chitra (seriously it was like God sent an angel to my rescue) called the only other female in my group. We were assigned to the same Denkanikottai range.

So, after a few negotiations I was excused from office at 4pm. Me,  Arun, Valli and Chandan squeezed into Chitra's car at Silk Board and headed to the cattle farm.

I knew KANS is a well established society, what I didn't expect  is the kind of reception that welcomed me. All the people who came together for the survey were the kinds you could call tree huggers, nature freaks, people who were deeply concerned about the retreating forest covers and depleting numbers of the wildlife. We  had a roaring discussion until 8-9ish about this and that. Then  the ACF, Mrs Padmavathi updated us about the intentions of the  survey and the necessary precaution we are to take that included changing your socks and not using perfumes.. :). The DFO, Mr Ganesan then spoke lengthily into the night about his experiences in  various forest ranges he has been so far. Most of us felt disgruntled at his attitude for comparing the present range with  ones that are known to be thickly populated with wildlife and thus  declaring the current region "very-poor-in-wildlife" . But yes,  despite his pessimism one must appreciate his never fading sense of responsibility to protect the forests and love for the creatures that live in it. He spoke and lot about Makhanas in  particular and the increasing number of their sightings. Makhanas are the male elephants that have no tusks or very small ones hence appear as females. He was speculating about the theory whether this is a reaction to the rampant killing of  tuskers in these areas by the poachers. Well, we did keep our eyes peeled to sight  a makhana but as luck goes, we did not even sight a single elephant, let  alone a makhana.

The guest house at Denkanikottai came as a rude shock to the volunteers who were all geared up with sleeping bags and what not only to be given well maintained rooms with fans and Television sets!

We sat until the late night talking about places we have visited and all the freaky naturalists we have met along the way. Arun recounted all his travelogues while Chitra kept us giggling over this one forest officer, who hit her at the knuckles jovially for not getting  the names of the birds right.

Early morning 5am we were divided into groups of 2s, Me and  Arun and Chitra and Akshay were given the Aiyur division. We sort of played a bit of politics to get assigned to the most dense region of the Denkanikottai forest range :).



Not until 9am did we actually begin our walk into the beats thanks  to the Forest officer who did not get the data sheets and was being  severely reprimanded by the DFO. He was asked to get back to the HQ to  fetch them and hence the delay. But we were sort of cajoled by the sightings of Yellow wattled Lapwing and the awesome guest house at  Aiyur that sported 3 cane huts and a watchtower.

Watch tower at Aiyur guest house

The forests of Aiyur division came as a different surprise all  together. The stretch of bamboo forests smoothly mixing into dry shrub forest to deciduous to kinda evergreen where the small springs flowed. However, the dense foliage left us no aerial view  hence, denied us of the pleasures of birding. Same with the direct sighting, Even if an animal stood a few feet from us, there was no way we would know. So great would be its camouflage, The only way  we would know, would be when it moved, which they wouldn't because they  know before they see us, of our coming. So much worse for us since we are not only denied sighting a wild creature but also totally unprotected. The Guards were very jumpy, they had a death of a  fellow guard in the hands of an elephant just a few days ago. We still made most of the time we spent in the forests, we have  preferred them over all and any paradise man has to offer. We covered a beat area of 3km, the guards did this measurement using a length of rope.

Flame of the forest tree

We did spot morph paradise flycatcher and red vented bulbuls and squeezed in so much talks in between. Arun has this vast enthusiasm for everything about wildlife and forests that kept me hooked in to everything he has to say. The best treat however was at the end, at the Sameri lake. We spotted a Grey headed fish  eagle and several drongos and barn swallows hovering lazily. The guards overcome with exhaustion dozed off underneath the bamboo clumps while we sat still for a long time in the shimmering afternoon sun enjoying the voices of the jungle. I had an eerie  feeling as if the jungle was observing us, appraising of what promise we held. Of whether we would stand true to our  conscience and protect her from our fellow beings. A vast feeling of sadness swept over me for seeing her helpless, of have brought  her to this state. If each one of us would wake up to the fact  that we are moving rapidly towards a doom, by depleting the  forest covers and killing the wildlife relentlessly until they go extinct, has upset the fragile balance of our earth, perhaps there is still some hope for us .

Sameri Lake

We arranged our stay with the DFO to stay the night at Aiyur guesthouse, so that we could be closer to the forests. The idea of returning to Denkanikottai simply did not tempt us. Evening brought us a flood of visitors. Mr. Prasanna (treasurer of KANS) ,  Mr. jay and few others, mainly a journalist from Frontline , camera  crew were in the region, to shoot a documentary about KANS. We accompanied them to the Spider Valley. The view point at Spider valley is simply breathtaking. The rows of hill softly melting into one another, fog that refused to fade even at the height of  summer afternoon, the shrill call of the Black Eagle that flew in  circles above us all created a sense of solitude. Of being absolutely at peace.

Gutherayan silhouette from Spider valley

Next we hurried to take our places at the Sameri watchtower. Its generally predicted that at dusk the elephants gather at the Sameri  lake. However, owning to a large number of people pouring in, the noise levels could not be controlled and we had no such luck with elephant sighting. They must have known about our presence a mile away. Elephants are very sensitive creatures, though their bulk would make you think otherwise. They can catch movements, they pick up sound waves through the ground, through their incredibly sensitive feet. They are extremely smart too, like crows and chimps, they  learn very fast, no man made enclosure can keep them bound for long. Of late, elephants have become very aggressive thanks to the  poaching of the tuskers and drastic changes in their habitat. They  have lost their natural water places and feeding areas to the ever increasing desires of man. Elephants migrate to the same place every year. One time there is a sprawling green bamboo field, next  year a village has come up, what would you expect? And thus Man- Animal  conflict keeps rising. We need to realize that this place not only belongs to us but to them as well. We must learn to share.

That night we gathered our Binocs and did some amazing star gazing. Just when I was beginning to feel that buying a 10*40  binocs was the worst thing I did,  its so heavy, I can't hold it steady for more than a minute and as the experts say higher the power more are the disturbances magnified. I only realized its worth when we did Raptor birding and star gazing. Suddenly my much criticized binocs became a hot commodity! Thanks to Akshay we sat under the star lit skies and identified several constellations and satellites. We were simply amazed at the amount of stars clustered  in M31, the globular cluster in constellation Orion.

While the rest turned in early after a sumptuous meal given by the  forest officers at the guest house ( I tasted the most yummy rasam ever!) me and Arun took our positions at the watchtower to have a  glimpse of the much hyped Mottled owls that were resident at the tree next to the watch tower. Not until 12 or 1 am when we were  paying the least attention a huge bird swooped above our heads  into the night like some sort of grey ghost. Though we observed  only the silhouette we could bet our as**s that it was a Mottled owl. We tried unsuccessfully to go out for a night stroll. The Guards were simply not taking any chances, they had closed the main gates during the night and hoped the trenches all along the guest house borders would keep the elephants from crossing.

The next morning's birding brought another string of surprises, I saw my first ever Indian Pitta. Tiny bird colored in green and the most vibrant blue on its rump and saffron on the vent. We walked right from the guest house until the Sameri lake, a stretch of 5km. Our faithful companion or must I say our Canine guard, the dog at the guest house who I have fondly named Courage, the silly  dog :) kept us company all along, sniffing the trails before we  reached it. No new sightings, though we did have fun since the  guard kept forgetting the way and took us amidst the the thick bamboo groves and thorny lantanas. But as it goes we had no luck  getting lost since he kept turning and we ended up on the road  again and again. We finished our last trail again by ending up at  the lake and observing the Grey headed fish eagle.

Thus my trip to the Hosur forest winds up by us returning to the  Hosur cattle farm and giving a few details of our sightings to Sanjeev and returning to Bangalore at around 3pm.

And what follows is disorientation. Like its told in 'Gods must be crazy' re-adapting to the ways of man.