What horrors did you go through dear friend,
Thoughts, that could no longer be bottled.
On those dark lonely nights,
Fighting with ghosts only you saw and never shared.
Your best friends and family left behind to shed angry tears,
Questioning you wordlessly, what made you leave us.
The past re-visited many times over.. only more questions,
How could you not seek help, reassurance which we could have given happily.
What dark thoughts drove you away dear friend,
Made you feel so vulnerable.
Made you lose hope in life,
What wound could only be cured in death?
Could we not have helped you?
Helped your turn a new leaf..
We miss you dear friend,
In those moments that you remind us of your absence.
